I'm such a big spender!~!! oh well, for someone who doesn't earn her own money i guess i really spend a lot. Even though i have no more piano classes to attend this year, my parents are paying such a huge sum for the 8months of A lvls, korean classes, tennis lessons, music(everything from my new stand to constantly cracking reeds...), me n my sis joint-party (soon), and even the fine i got due to speeding pass the red light(haha.. don't laugh~! =p) not to mention the money i spend on shopping~!!

Do you think i should go to Korea to shop before i leave for UK?? hmmm.. my parents don't mind me going with my aunt but then again they are going to spend thousands on me for that and i'm the only one in the family who is going to enjoy? I guess i feel a bit guilty now...~!

of course i feel like going but i dun wana go and feel bad coz i'm using my parents money and they didn't even get to come.. sigh~!!

Moreover, i wonder if it's actually woth it to spend a week out of that 3 weeks holidays left for me to be in malaysia~!! i'm still thinking.. perhaps i shall just use a fraction of that amount i'm going to spend in going to Korea to shop in Malaysia?! or go down to S'pore again?

Looking at my parents buying that 5 digit(in GBP my goodness~!!) bankdraft that day makes me feel kinda bad.. as if they really have to pay everything for me even though their doing it on their on will and not to apply for the SPD scholar is also my dad's idea..~!

okay, i'm feeling really bad for spending so much money... i think i spend few times more than my sis~!!! guess i'll just call off the korea trip.. sry, to my aunt~! but anyway, i'll be back to go to Taiwan with my family this year end~!! hhaha.. at least going with them is better than enjoying alone while you know your parents are still busy working at home!